Me - Monday, November 17th 2008 7:49 PM
* I have decided that solitude is less painful then friendship.
* I am an Oxymoron using Paradox
* I don't like fickle people, but I am a magnet for them.
* I love extra...
Wishing - Sunday, November 9th 2008 1:37 PM
Sometimes I wish I could be more then what I feel I am. There is this emptiness aching to be filled, an intense loneliness that eats me alive. It feels as if chunks of me are...
Tired - Saturday, November 8th 2008 8:18 PM
Well... I still don't have anything to say. Ok, well I have a load of ranting I would love to do but I am restraining myself at the moment.
Bed sounds good, fresh air sounds...
Wheee! - Friday, October 31st 2008 8:31 AM
Happy Halloween!
Well it has been an interesting few days to say the least. The ending of my meds didn't go so well. 2 days ago I started seriously freaking out, the...
*sigh* - Sunday, October 19th 2008 2:49 PM
I want to talk about what I am not supposed to talk about, I guess I am not allowed my basic human rights though. What a surprise! They want to take those away from me too! That...
Day 4 - Saturday, October 18th 2008 9:52 AM
Well it is day 4 of the cutdown in meds and I can feel the depression creeping back up. All I want to do is sleep, the tears haven't started yet but the memories are flooding...
Yuck! - Friday, October 17th 2008 8:26 AM
Day 3 and I can feel the panic starting in again. I feel like I have butterflies doing the cha cha in my stomach and chest. My heart is pounding, I am on the verge of tears, my...
- Sunday, October 5th 2008 9:17 PM
The nightmares last night were horrible, I can’t remember all of it but it has left me with a sense of fear that hasn’t left me all day. I feel almost catatonic, like there...