Got a call yesterday which fired it all up.
I Spent last night dreaming of my old job and woke in a cold sweat and exhausted AGAIN! I swear this is becoming far too normal.
This has been happening once or twice a week for awhile now and I can't take it anymore, it is eating me up and making me feel like I am nothing but a fkup! I wish this would all just end. I am sick of the nightmares and memories when I wake, breathe, sleep. I want to just forget everything!