The pain is getting stronger and stronger. I carved myself again today, I think I am turning it into an art form. Oh wait... it already is! Only difference is my designs don't tend to look as good as the pictures they cut out of people. Oh well... I am trying to do everything I can to hold on still. I am exhausted but can't sleep again. I had 2 days where I was able to sleep through the night now im back to the nightmares. *sigh* I wish this would stop, it is annoying yet I can't seem to do anything about them. I have to go to my son's school today, I don't want to. That requires me getting ready and that requires me having energy to do so. I guess I better go take a nap for a bit then huh?

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